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Saturday, January 22, 2011

You with your words like knives. 
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

Well you can take me down with just one single blow
but you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna to be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean, yeah yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean? 

Have you ever listened to this song? Mean by Taylor Swift. I often listen to this and I used to think this song is just so her. Yap, I mean this song is dedicated to her. She has (or maybe they have) all in this song. I'm pretty sure Swift wrote this for all the people who acts like them. They judge me "two-faced" just because I dont share the things like she used to. Pardon me? I'm me not you. I'm still a girl who's lucky gets what i'm supposed to do. We're not supposed to do the dumbass when we adore something or whatever. I'm quite understand that you won't leave me in your every single conversations with your you-called-em-amazing. Pls take a look of yourself. We dont have to fight for this. We still have right to get it, or you have. I'm not all him anymore. So chill! I know where I'm, absolutely know it. That's why I dont do the "things".  I'm still on the line. Thanks.

Love,
Fina.